Sunday, November 14, 2010

可怕的想家

想家想家超想家,
我活到现在,这次真的是最想家的一次了!


我可以读notes读到一半,
突然整个人呆掉,
过后就沉陷在恐怖的思念中。


家人,世上再也没有人可以媲美他们的好了。
家里,世上再也没有地方可以比那里更温暖了。
想家,想家,真的好想家……


可能我在UPM真的受尽各种挑战、挫折、痛苦、流言蜚语、暗箭等
没有一帮对我来说真的很亲密的朋友
没有一个我固定的位置
没有一些可以陪我一起疯疯癫癫的朋友
没有……


很多痛苦,源自于现在和回忆之间的差别
而我就败在这里,
太多的差别了。
现实太丑,回忆太美。
加油,星星



First Blood Donation in UPM

                14 Nov 2010 is indeed a special day for me. After the English Oral Interaction test, my friends and I go to food stalls behind South City to have lunch. Then, since we were near to South City, we planned to “take a look” to there.
                Girls are natural shopaholics. Even a single fashion or boutique can attract and made them spend time. Meanwhile, there was a blood donation campaign carried out in there. There was approximately half a year since the last time blood donation in the Malacca Matriculation. I wanted to donate blood.
                 However, a long line of people were waiting for their number being called. Two more days later, is our haematology assessment. Honestly, it is really a tough subject for all the medical students. We hope to spend more time on revision of that subject too. However, I really wished to donate my blood. The officer-in-charge initially said that they couldn’t help me. However, after I filled in the form. Another female woman was willing to help me.
                Guess what? Yes, I cut the line in every station. Being malapert, all I can do only was ignore those unhappy faces. So sorry to them, sincere apologised. They might think: “WTF, why this little kid can take his turn so fast and I have waited so long but still haven’t reached my turn.” I knew I was wrong.
                I successfully donated my blood. 450 ml of blood was contributed to the local blood bank. I was so happy because I had done something good and also something bad too. I spent only 36 minutes for the whole blood donation process, but others might need more than one and half an hour. This is why I feel guilty right now. The souvenirs were really abundant, more compared to previous two times.
                Due to I cut most of the lines, I didn’t want to stay long at that place. I asked the nurse to permit my leave. After the nurse plastered me, I quickly made a move. When driving back to K17, I was having a bit of dizziness suddenly.  My car was carrying 5 future doctors. I couldn’t get into accident. Luckily, we were near already and reached back K17 safely.
                I appreciate every little single thing. Donating blood, reaching every destination safely, receiving friends’ simple regard can rejoice me. Although blood donation is time-consuming, made me tired and hands feel weak, it still a worthwhile activity because many patient may survive just because of every single milliliter of your blood!