可怕的想家

想家想家超想家，
我活到现在，这次真的是最想家的一次了！


我可以读notes读到一半，
突然整个人呆掉，
过后就沉陷在恐怖的思念中。


家人，世上再也没有人可以媲美他们的好了。
家里，世上再也没有地方可以比那里更温暖了。
想家，想家，真的好想家……


可能我在UPM真的受尽各种挑战、挫折、痛苦、流言蜚语、暗箭等，
没有一帮对我来说真的很亲密的朋友，
没有一个我固定的位置，
没有一些可以陪我一起疯疯癫癫的朋友，
没有……


很多痛苦，源自于现在和回忆之间的差别，
而我就败在这里，
太多的差别了。
现实太丑，回忆太美。
加油，星星。

First Blood Donation in UPM

                14 Nov 2010 is indeed a special day for me. After the English Oral Interaction test, my friends and I go to food stalls behind South City to have lunch. Then, since we were near to South City, we planned to “take a look” to there.

                Girls are natural shopaholics. Even a single fashion or boutique can attract and made them spend time. Meanwhile, there was a blood donation campaign carried out in there. There was approximately half a year since the last time blood donation in the Malacca Matriculation. I wanted to donate blood.

                 However, a long line of people were waiting for their number being called. Two more days later, is our haematology assessment. Honestly, it is really a tough subject for all the medical students. We hope to spend more time on revision of that subject too. However, I really wished to donate my blood. The officer-in-charge initially said that they couldn’t help me. However, after I filled in the form. Another female woman was willing to help me.

                Guess what? Yes, I cut the line in every station. Being malapert, all I can do only was ignore those unhappy faces. So sorry to them, sincere apologised. They might think: “WTF, why this little kid can take his turn so fast and I have waited so long but still haven’t reached my turn.” I knew I was wrong.

                I successfully donated my blood. 450 ml of blood was contributed to the local blood bank. I was so happy because I had done something good and also something bad too. I spent only 36 minutes for the whole blood donation process, but others might need more than one and half an hour. This is why I feel guilty right now. The souvenirs were really abundant, more compared to previous two times.

                Due to I cut most of the lines, I didn’t want to stay long at that place. I asked the nurse to permit my leave. After the nurse plastered me, I quickly made a move. When driving back to K17, I was having a bit of dizziness suddenly.  My car was carrying 5 future doctors. I couldn’t get into accident. Luckily, we were near already and reached back K17 safely.

                I appreciate every little single thing. Donating blood, reaching every destination safely, receiving friends’ simple regard can rejoice me. Although blood donation is time-consuming, made me tired and hands feel weak, it still a worthwhile activity because many patient may survive just because of every single milliliter of your blood!

Life started to turn miserable.

The first assessment is in next monday.

There are a stack of notes that I haven't revised yet.

Every night has to practise modern dance.from 8.30pm to 12.00a.m

Most of the evenings have some special and unexpected activities.

When Star is going to study?

Remember what you promised to hunter- Chang Hong.

Remember the story of Matrix life.

Must score the best.

Please.

My Hope for the intercollege Squash Competition

 

Really hope that we can win.

We had practised everyday before the competition

of the intercollege.

The more we trained, the more confidence we lost.

We could see the huge difference between us and experts.

First college we meet is KOMSASS.

We have a very low possibility to win.

 

 

Friends, let's try our best in this Saturday.

The result is not important,

just give your best and leave no regret! 

 

 

 

K17 squash representative.. All newbies but with new rackets

 

 

 

 

We was playing our new rackets~ 

Prince F3 Agile Squash Racquet

Nano Ti.Speed Alloy Pack Squash Racquet (Strung)

Prince AirO Lightning Prestrung Squash Racquet with Case

Merentas Kolej in UPM 2010

"Running, Running, Running... And Running~"

(July 25) Our university held a run for all the undergraduates. Since this program was not compulsory, many people skipped this. The one who joined most probably wanted to get merit. Merit is a mark that will determine you either next year can live in the college or not. Anyone gets no enough merit have to move out and find for another accommodation in next year. Therefore, competitors who really fond of running were no much in there.

Early in the morning, we gathered in front of cafeteria’s college 17. The bus fetched us to the venue, Astaka Seni. I had a very high expectation on this event, so I ate my breakfast in 5am and drank a lot of water. The toilet in Astaka Seni has a changing room where over there has mirrors in all direction. My narcissism rose up. With my camera, I went to that room and kept taking photos. (XD)

Pose... Pose... Pose!

We, from College seventeenth, were the earliest to reach there. So, we spent a lot of time waiting. Around 8.30am, we did the warm-up activity. First category was man open. Soon, all the men climbed up the hill and stood behind the starting point to get ready. As usual, I fight for the most front place. 3, 2,1, start! Everyone spurted from the starting point.

This is the starting and ending point~

7.3km is no long. My estimation is about 45 minutes. Long distance run is fun. Before the run, you are very excited and look down upon the distance. I used to say: “7.3km only ar? Why don’t make it 10km? 7.3km can be finished no more than 1 hour!” However when you are in the process of running, you will regret and complain about yourself. A normal person will feel hard after running continuously for 7 minutes. Then that is the time, you will keep asking, where is the ending point? Running, running, and running, you may use all the energy left to rush to ending point. After this, sense of satisfaction comes automatically; especially you gain back your strength. Then, your attitude will turn back to the one before ran. You may use a furniture word to describe run just now. “Chair! (Ceh)”

=.=

hahaa... I knew is cold~

Today, I am not in good condition. I was afraid the history of my left knee repeats. I am no good in describing pain, even by using mother tongue. My right chest was painful when I run. I had no idea why it happened. I stick to my principle of long distance running.

1. Run consistently

2. Don’t rush

3. Don’t rest

4. Maintain the rhythm of breathing

5. Listen to fast beat music!

I couldn’t get any music player like mp3. My Nokia phone was broken and can only play music in one-side of earphone. Another one cannot be played. Actually I was very sad that Zhen Hong, my roommate refused to borrow his i-pod to me. So, I run with my mobile phone, which was playing music loudly. I was quite not satisfied with today performance. This time, I was very LAZY. Many people overtook me, I was not spiritual as the run before，just let them overtook me. The saddest thing was, I rested so frequent. In the end, I finished 7.3km in 43minutes 5 seconds and 76 milliseconds (43:05:75) and got number 44. Only the top 20 has medal… T.T

My number and my comrade-in-arms (Nokia Express Music)

‘M’ for Melacca! KMM gang rock!

My KMM gang, I was very happy to see you all in here. Yoke Yin, as usual, a good and consistent runner, this time I think she did the best, number 10! But alas, Swee Ching, was a good runner also in MMC, was no doing well in this running event. Taking Yoke Yin’s medal in hand, my mind had made it clear. I want to fight for top 20 in next year!

My next year target- tenth!!!

Something unhappy happened. Our girl top runner in College seventeenth, Michelle, who was the second girl reached to the ending point, was disqualified. We were so curious. Our facilitator, Firdaus helped her to ask for the reason. The organiser gave an answer: “second, third and fourth runners didn’t run for a slope.” The problem is, there is no fingerpost or even university assistance in that junction! Michelle didn’t know the path of this running event. She had no intention to cheat. How could they disqualify the contestant just like this? It made people angry. Furthermore, they put their blaming finger to MPP even exasperated us. They said that it was not their fault. It was because of other teams didn’t plan well. Hey, they passed the buck to other. Then, I'm sure that the other pass the buck to another…

Michelle cried. Her effort didn’t get paid. After this, I just knew that she is national long-distance-running athlete. Sigh, that’s one of the reasons why our talented and qualified people don’t prefer to stay in here. Our own country doesn’t appreciate contribution from them. Other countries use lucrative monetary return and fair system as their attraction. That why our graduates or top scholars practise their profession not in our country. I hope earnestly that this kind of incident won’t happen again.

All tired faces- College seventeenth

My coursemate- College seventeenth, posing randomly~

First boy runner in medic first year-eleventh in this running event!

1. You see,Mr. Blame looked so ‘innocent’!

1. Our pitiful Michelle, please don’t cry. In our heart, you still win the run!

Yee Ser and Hui Wen ran back in the same time. Yee Ser got 489^th but Hui Wen got nothing. We all queued in a line in order to get number. Since girls queued in a very long line. However, the numbers were limited. They all cut line and behave underbred to fight for number. Especially to the last ten number (490-500^th ). We could see all girl contestant s surround the university assistance and snatch the numbers. It was totally ugly and ill-mannered.

Thanks Yee Ser for accompanying me to go hospital for lunch. So sorry, because hospital is far and expensive. Yee Ser, a typical type of girl, the cashier charged her until 9 ringgits although only a lunch with a cup of plain water! However, we had a nice talk. You told me that you have some health problem , I feel so sad. Really hope that I can help.

Modern dance starts to practise. So, buddies, Let’s dance tonight! Ring Ding Dong…Ring Ding Dong

My old assignment- BEAUTIFUL AND UNFORGETTABLE MEMORIES IN KMM

BEAUTIFUL AND UNFORGETTABLE

MEMORIES IN KMM

Here, my matric life began.

Here, the first time I started to live independently.

Here, I had to study without tuition on my own.

Here, I gained freedom of doing what I want to do.

Here, I met all types of person.

Here, I met all my sincere friends and kind lectures.

Here, I celebrated my birthdaty first time with friends.

Here, I made Pesta Kebudayaan a success.

Here, I scored 4.00 pointer in PSPM1.

Here, I learned a lot of things.

Here, I mastered gimp2, flash, audacity, and kompozer.

Here, I felt extremely stressed because of PSPM2.

Here, I grew stronger and mature.

Here, is KMM.

Although one year programme is short,

but memories in here is 'unlimited'.

I think, perhaps, I will miss matriculation life.

CAFE A,B&C
(FOOD PARADISE)

CAFE A is near to block A (girls hostel) whereas

CAFE C is near to block C (boys hostel).

However, CAFE B is intermediate.

Therefore, many couples prefer dating in CAFE B to

enjoy their romantic dinner.

Furthermore, if u want to know friends in opposite sex better,

CAFE B is among the best choices.

All the cafes in KMM prepare delicious and clean food

everyday

and the prices are cheap and reasonable.

Sometimes, we celebrate birthday and banquet in here, cafe.

We come to CAFE not only to fulfill our stomach, but also to

gossip.

LIBRARY

Cold air conditioner, abundant information, quiet and well-studying.

Yes, it is the KMM Library.

I used to spend time in here.

To get knowledge and news,

I also can surf internet by using service provided by library in the Cybernet.

LIBRARY helped me a lot in my academic.

I always get my answer in here rather than finding lecturers.

Study is fun.

Library is just like a playground for the booklovers.

KMM LONDANG ROAD

I remembered my first day in KMM.
My father drove the car in this ROAD,
kept searching,
where is 'bilik banquet'? where is C4-4-12?

Now, this road became so familiar.
I won't got lost in this road again.

I love to jog.
This is the road that I always jog in the evening or morning.

My mind flashed back to the days before LARIAN KAKOM.
I was so desirous to get a number.
So, I trained in 4.00 am when everyone still slumbered in sweet dream.
I woke up, bent to tie my shoelace nicely.
RAN for at least 30 minits on this road.
I had heard a lot of ghost stories.
I actually afraid and fear.
My hair stand on end,
Cold air and extraordinary silence sent chills up my spine.
At last, I got nombor 41 in Larian Kakom.

This KMM Londang Road
was poured with my sweat.

It is part of my stories.

TUTORIAL ROOM
In weekdays morning,

it is a classroom.

Lecturers are culturing their students with knowledge.

We are serious in that time.

In contrast, when it comes to evening or night,

the seriousness of TUTORIAL ROOM gone.

We, as long as students of KMM,

can enter any tutorial room.

Some of us are doing homework,

Some of us are having a chet-chat,

Some of us are having a nap,

Some of us are celebrating out

special days.

My memory in Tutorial room is unforgettable.

This is the first time that my friends prepare a birthday party for me in my entire 18 years,

I was really touched.

Thank you, my dear friends.

Stories happened in tutorial room are numerous.

NO EVERYTHING IS PERFECT.

Some stories are happy,

Some stories are not.

Melacca Matriculation College,

The most meaningful and unforgettable memory in part of my life.